Being two People at the same time…

I had planned for this for a long time and when   I got the chance no one had changed my mind to stepback again. Well it’s so hard to be a student and to work in a full time shift, It’s really need dedication and determination.

My day starts at 8:00 am preparing myself on school, I take my breakfast, take a bath which is sometimes I skipped because It’s make me shout inside the bathroom when the cold water runs on my skin, choosing what clothes to wear and whats fair of formal attire should I carry for my work mode(yeah, I have to change clothes after school cause I don’t want to attend my class that I’m seems like the professor. that’s embarrassing). I should be on my way by around 8:30 or quarter to 9:00 or else I’ll be late again….. Every minutes to me is important, I don’t even have enough time to look on the mirror, or style or what so ever …

Good thing is when I’m on my class I didn’t feel asleep, maybe because I enjoy it. New knowledge,friends, kinds of people that I can learn something. After my class at 1:30 pm my next destination is office. And thats the time that I was feeling so sleepy, sometimes I can’t control my head to fall on the shoulder of the person seated beside me because of the strong sleepy feeling. Danm, why should people need sleep?. So as I was saying it’s needs determinetion, a mind over matter process that I need to convince myself that I can do this everyday..sighed…

At the office the first thing that I’m doing is to make a strong coffee that makes my 8 hours work energize. A small cup with a hot water and just add 1 full spoon of coffee and sugar and be ready to taste the bitter of caffeine….. at work I need to pretend that I didn’t hear my big mouthful boss to stay focused and productive though I already fell exhausted. Very stressfull, Pressure but one thing for sure this will end up soon…..

yeah its hard to do it. Very tiring and repeat it every day all over again  24/7, no time for leisure and happenings, but  at the end  of  the day I feel satisfied and have  pride for myself cause I spend one day on earth very efficient and usefull…