I was so BLESSED!

   YOu know what before, I easily get pitty on myself because I’m focusing my mind in what I don’t have and I did’nt realize what ability I have to get rid of it, the reason why at the end  of the day I remain nothing. BUt now I learned a lot through having a lot of social activity because I absurd all they thoughts that I think will help myself improvement. It’s true that truth hurt’s but it will set you free, and focusing your mind to your problem is a big no no, why don’t focus your mind to the solution of you’re problem instead… And now I can’t believe how silly I am that I did’nt notice how lucky and fortunate I am.

                 I have a big and loving intact family, it seems a fiesta when we gathered twice or once a month. My parents, three girl older sibling, my big number of nephews and nieces running and chuckles on our house and an overflowing love and care filling in  every corner of our house.

                 friends that always there for you. A group of people who know who you are and with you to your up’s and down. Sharing a bottle of grand matador brandy(one of the cheapest brandy in the philippines) to share what’s the latest in your life. A group of people who share your sorrow especally your hapinness.

                  My cute and loving yabiko(yabiko is the way we called each other). HE always makes me feel special. when I’m with him I feel I’m the most wonderful person in the whole world. I can do0 anything, I can be anyone who I want to be when he’s  besides me. He’s maybe not my ideal guy but one thing for sure,,, He’s more than to it….

                 My carrer is still in progress and it’s very complicated. It maybe quite difficult but I know it’s possible. Just prove yourself and don’t afraid to commit mistake because success is a 90 percent failure. And there’s no person succeed without done a lot of mistake(fuck at them ,..I..).

              I’m also like you before and if you decided to be like that for the rest of your life…well damn are you,,, Think again………